Thursday, May 21, 2009

An Unseen Chum..

She is from Delhi, a place i have enough reasons to hate. I havenot seen her. I hardly know anything about her. Yet i feel she is a great buddy, a close one. I don't know why she feels like talking to me or why i send messages to her? Of course, i have not seen her but i expect to meet her soon. In this globalized world, friends are on a click of the mouse. Her voice has innocence and freshness. Usually i am not too loquacious with girls but she makes me feel comfortable as if we know each other since many years. The ease with which she talks is great and she must be having many friends. And ya she is so cool, cooler than ice. Hehe. She makes me laugh on some really small and stupid things. A little moron, a little weirdo and a great chum. I remember she once asked where i belonged to. I replied that i m an indian and she felt very nice. Likewise, many of her spontaneous answers make me laugh. I can't stop pulling her leg. Her spontaneous answers bring smile on my face.

She often impresses me with her intelligence and makes me feel that she deserves to be at IIT and i should be thrown out. :-) Her "Yesh" is a word in the voice of a girl with a childish heart. More optimistic, more naughty, more considerate and may be more caring than me. I think the only difference between us is that she lives and enjoys her life more completely than me. She's very honest in her words and i never mind any of them.

That's Proton alias chotu scientist alias sonu for me. I am lucky to have this dumbo friend. Hope we remain good friends for times to come. Hey dumbo, You rock.. ! And yes, I don't hate Delhi anymore..!!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Rain and distress...

Its may and already there have been two sessions of downpour at Kgp. Its raining outside. The atmosphere here is so serene and such great silence. Enough that a person can talk to himself completely without any disturbance.

They are putting up new infrastructure here and all my classrooms are AC now. I do not feel like going home. Off lately i have made a new net friend and i feel happy about it. My life is just not clicking. But it should get going soon.

I have stopped watching movies completely coz they make me sentimental now. Don't know what more changes i have to bring in myself to adjust my life :-( . On one side, i am here trying to resurrect and collect my broken bits and pieces and on the other Alice must be enjoying her new found life. One thing is for sure. I will not do anything that compromises my reputation, my good will or hurt her. Otherwise, what's the difference between both of us?
Thanks to Isha. She called after a long time. She's a true friend.

Monday, May 4, 2009

A good qoute..

Today i came across a brain-storming quote. It said, " Don't make someone a priority in your life when you are just an option in his life". Is it really so? I don't know. I just know that i have been honest and i will remain honest.

Its so lonely here. I wait to hear that tring-tring when Alice will call on my phone. That's life...